I haven t really thought that i ll be sitting in front of the pc and writing after exactly one year but life is full of surprises as usually.
I ll begin my journal by saying that i am awfully missing taking photos and especially the vision i had when the camera was in front of my eyes. This 18 years are not so fabulous as i thought and it sure had taken me away from almost everything. So this year is\was to me a big change of my life and i m pretty sure that as soon as this year will be finished it won t stop the change. I am doing things that have never crossed my mind till this year like applying for medicine which is a huuge step to the way i wake up in the mornings. i don t know,every little thing is different now and it s strange that i wouldn t change a thing. I realised that the path i had been walking for a long time now lead me exactly where i supposed to be.
I guess this missing is a evidence that i have grown up even if i didn t want to and i feel both happy and sad,obviously i couldn t explain this complicated mood. so i ll stick to Christmas and hoooolidaaay and everything niiiceee.
Have yourself a wonderful Christmas :snow: ! with lots of love and peace in your heart because if you have peace in your mind and soul you can make everything possible.
And of course a neew yeeear with everything but regrets ! you can have one,two,three bad days and you forgot them but regrets stay with you forever.

xoxo,
Laura Avram.