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It has been too long...
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Hello!
Hello to my old self who I found wandering and wandering..like waiting for me after so long...and hello to this beautiful people who watched me along these years, who stopped like myself , who just look from time to time or who never stopped creating beautiful art.
I know this big hello won't make up for more than 3 years with no activity. It was really hard for me what happened in between and I missed this place like hell. I do it everyday. But life sometimes has other plans for you and you just go with the flow trying to maintain a balance..
Buuuut.. in less than 3 months I will be back with big plans and most important with photos..the way I see the world, the way I feel it. The art of my soul, probably my very existence will be here again awaking something else for others, hopefully.
I wanted to write this when the moment would come, with actually proof that I am not leaving anywhere again, but I just wanted to shout out that I did not forget this amazing place full of artists that filled my soul with inspiration in times of need. And they still do. And I will be back doing the same thing without stopping or second guessing this time.
See you soon!
All the best and all the love be with you!
xoxo
Laura
Hello to my old self who I found wandering and wandering..like waiting for me after so long...and hello to this beautiful people who watched me along these years, who stopped like myself , who just look from time to time or who never stopped creating beautiful art.
I know this big hello won't make up for more than 3 years with no activity. It was really hard for me what happened in between and I missed this place like hell. I do it everyday. But life sometimes has other plans for you and you just go with the flow trying to maintain a balance..
Buuuut.. in less than 3 months I will be back with big plans and most important with photos..the way I see the world, the way I feel it. The art of my soul, probably my very existence will be here again awaking something else for others, hopefully.
I wanted to write this when the moment would come, with actually proof that I am not leaving anywhere again, but I just wanted to shout out that I did not forget this amazing place full of artists that filled my soul with inspiration in times of need. And they still do. And I will be back doing the same thing without stopping or second guessing this time.
See you soon!
All the best and all the love be with you!
xoxo
Laura
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Twenty and something
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Two years had passed since i wrote something here.This two years were long and short, both happy and sad and I realised how much my life has changed and how my plans turned to dust only to make room for others i never thought it could happen to me.
Don t get me wrong. I am very excited by spontaneous things and it s true what they said that: "life is happening when you are busy making other plans".I have a clear perspective now of what i want to do with my life.
The only thing that hasn t change is this constant feeling of missing this site,the way i spent all my time taking picture, showing a world different from others that only i could see. Nostalgia is a bitch definitely. But i know someway or another i will be back strong enough and ready enough to start again: fresh and with a lot of memories waiting to be pictured.
Till then take care of your soul. At the end of the day that is all that matters.
Laura Avram
Don t get me wrong. I am very excited by spontaneous things and it s true what they said that: "life is happening when you are busy making other plans".I have a clear perspective now of what i want to do with my life.
The only thing that hasn t change is this constant feeling of missing this site,the way i spent all my time taking picture, showing a world different from others that only i could see. Nostalgia is a bitch definitely. But i know someway or another i will be back strong enough and ready enough to start again: fresh and with a lot of memories waiting to be pictured.
Till then take care of your soul. At the end of the day that is all that matters.
Laura Avram
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It s been a loong tiimee
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I haven t really thought that i ll be sitting in front of the pc and writing after exactly one year but life is full of surprises as usually.
I ll begin my journal by saying that i am awfully missing taking photos and especially the vision i had when the camera was in front of my eyes. This 18 years are not so fabulous as i thought and it sure had taken me away from almost everything. So this year is\was to me a big change of my life and i m pretty sure that as soon as this year will be finished it won t stop the change. I am doing things that have never crossed my mind till this year like applying for medicine which is a huuge step to the way i wake up in the mornings. i don t know,every little thing is different now and it s strange that i wouldn t change a thing. I realised that the path i had been walking for a long time now lead me exactly where i supposed to be.
I guess this missing is a evidence that i have grown up even if i didn t want to and i feel both happy and sad,obviously i couldn t explain this complicated mood. so i ll stick to Christmas and hoooolidaaay and everything niiiceee.
Have yourself a wonderful Christmas :snow: ! with lots of love and peace in your heart because if you have peace in your mind and soul you can make everything possible.
And of course a neew yeeear with everything but regrets ! you can have one,two,three bad days and you forgot them but regrets stay with you forever.
xoxo,
Laura Avram.
I ll begin my journal by saying that i am awfully missing taking photos and especially the vision i had when the camera was in front of my eyes. This 18 years are not so fabulous as i thought and it sure had taken me away from almost everything. So this year is\was to me a big change of my life and i m pretty sure that as soon as this year will be finished it won t stop the change. I am doing things that have never crossed my mind till this year like applying for medicine which is a huuge step to the way i wake up in the mornings. i don t know,every little thing is different now and it s strange that i wouldn t change a thing. I realised that the path i had been walking for a long time now lead me exactly where i supposed to be.
I guess this missing is a evidence that i have grown up even if i didn t want to and i feel both happy and sad,obviously i couldn t explain this complicated mood. so i ll stick to Christmas and hoooolidaaay and everything niiiceee.
Have yourself a wonderful Christmas :snow: ! with lots of love and peace in your heart because if you have peace in your mind and soul you can make everything possible.
And of course a neew yeeear with everything but regrets ! you can have one,two,three bad days and you forgot them but regrets stay with you forever.
xoxo,
Laura Avram.
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Well hello everybody!! it has been a long time since i wrote a journal on deviantart..but here i am on the third day of Christmas (by the way Merry Christmas !!! 
) writing about something i haven t really figured out yet.
Everything is different now,of course time changes everything eventually ..but i woke up with this enormous feeling of missing. I took a break of everything including photography and daaamn ..you have no idea how much i miss it. i just hope that one day i will have the camera i have dreamt since...forever. till then i will try to capture everything i can with what i have. but enough with that.
I could talk all day long about missing and photography but i won t. deviantart isn t the same anymore,or maybe my vision that i had changed meanwhile. what i do know is that i never could let go of what i have right now in front of my eyes because is the only way i have (for now) to express myself,my feelings about almost everything.
I have a few days left till this year is over and i don t know if i am happy about that. because unlike the others years i have no hope,no wishes for the next. i don t know why but there s no strenght left. so 2012 suprise me ! i m sure you will anyway.
Well that s it. i wish you love .a lot.and no lies.no hidings. just be yourself. and live your life jut the way you want to !
Kisses and hugs
Laura
* if anyone have a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig heart to give me a subscription well i would be very grateful and if not well life goes on,isn t it?
) writing about something i haven t really figured out yet.Everything is different now,of course time changes everything eventually ..but i woke up with this enormous feeling of missing. I took a break of everything including photography and daaamn ..you have no idea how much i miss it. i just hope that one day i will have the camera i have dreamt since...forever. till then i will try to capture everything i can with what i have. but enough with that.
I could talk all day long about missing and photography but i won t. deviantart isn t the same anymore,or maybe my vision that i had changed meanwhile. what i do know is that i never could let go of what i have right now in front of my eyes because is the only way i have (for now) to express myself,my feelings about almost everything.
I have a few days left till this year is over and i don t know if i am happy about that. because unlike the others years i have no hope,no wishes for the next. i don t know why but there s no strenght left. so 2012 suprise me ! i m sure you will anyway.
Well that s it. i wish you love .a lot.and no lies.no hidings. just be yourself. and live your life jut the way you want to !
Kisses and hugs
Laura
* if anyone have a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig heart to give me a subscription well i would be very grateful and if not well life goes on,isn t it?
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