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Well hello everybody!! it has been a long time since i wrote a journal on deviantart..but here i am on the third day of Christmas (by the way Merry Christmas !!! ) writing about something i haven t really figured out yet.
Everything is different now,of course time changes everything eventually ..but i woke up with this enormous feeling of missing. I took a break of everything including photography and daaamn ..you have no idea how much i miss it. i just hope that one day i will have the camera i have dreamt since...forever. till then i will try to capture everything i can with what i have. but enough with that.
I could talk all day long about missing and photography but i won t. deviantart isn t the same anymore,or maybe my vision that i had changed meanwhile. what i do know is that i never could let go of what i have right now in front of my eyes because is the only way i have (for now)  to express myself,my feelings about almost everything.
I have a few days left till this year is over and i don t know if i am happy about that. because unlike the others years i have no hope,no wishes for the next. i don t know why but there s no strenght left. so 2012 suprise me ! i m sure you will anyway.
Well that s it. i wish you love .a lot.and no lies.no hidings. just be yourself. and live your life jut the way you want to !
Kisses and hugs

Laura


* if anyone have a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig heart to give me a subscription well i  would be very grateful and if not well life goes on,isn t it?